This one's for you...

I have been wanting to do this for a very long time but some how could not, I was tagged by this friend of mine (please accept my sincere apologies) months ago. Before I get down to do what I am supposed to, I would want her to know how important our friendship is to me. I still remember the first time we met and then its today, its only got better by the day. Thanks for everything, it means a lot. I was told to write things about myself that started with the letter "L", so here goes:-

Liberal: I respect others opinions or behaviour about everything.

Laid-back: I am normally unperturbed by the usual. I don't sweat the small stuff.

Latitudinarian: I am liberal in religious views.

Long-suffering: I am usually fairly patient but off lately my tolerance level has lowered.

Love traveling: Sorry about this one, i know its cheating.

Its here!!!

Delhi is not even half as good during the day as it is in the night especially in winters, the biting cold, the hazy view and the long, straight, empty roads...

Kabhi- kabhi...

Kabhi- kabhi mere dil main khayaal aata hai
Ki jindagi teri zulfoon ki naram chaao main guzarne pati toh shaayad aap ho bhi sakti thi…

Yeh run jo gham ki sayahi jo dil pe chayi hain
Teri nazar ki shoowaao main kho bhi sakti thi
Magar yeh ho na saka…

Magar yeh ho na saka
Aur ab yeh aalam hai
Ki tu nahi tera gham teri justajoo bhi nahi
Guzar rahi hai kuch is tarah jindagi jaise
Isse kisi ke sahaare ki aarzoo hai…

Na koi raah, na manzil, na roshini ka surakh
Bhatak rahi hain andheron main jindagi meri
Inhi andheron main reh jaaonga kabhi khokar

Main janta hoon meri hum nafaz
Magar yu hi

Kabhi- kabhi mere dil main khayaal aata hain...

(From the movie Kabhi- kabhi)

Why???

There is nothing constant in this world, no emotion, no situation nothing at all, life has its own twists and turns, one should be ready to face the challenges, all that agreed. Though I am aware of the fact I still wonder why people change.

They change especially when you need them the most, people you least expect it from, people who mean so much to you. Its very strange, for you have known that person for long enough for him/her to understand you and what you did in a given situation. All you want is the person to comprehend what you did, is that too much to ask for?

Is it wrong to be emotionally dependent on someone? I mean we all need someone, a friend or whom so ever but that one person. One should not expect anything from anyone-that is true but sometimes it is the sheer thought, that there is a person who will understand you come what may, that pulls you through everything.

It can be quite disturbing to know that you are not important to that person while that person is to you.

...

“We depart to meet and meet to depart”

He meant the world to her, for him she could do anything and to know that she would wake up one morning and not find him next to her shook her completely. Suddenly all those years spent together and the moments shared seemed meaningless to her, for that person who meant everything would not be around anymore. She could not accept that anything could happen to him. But what was most difficult for her was to see him in pain and not be able to do anything.

She saw him in excruciating pain each day and wished he would get some respite. As the feeling of helplessness became stronger, the realization of losing him sunk in. This is what brought her back to life again.

Finally...

Ahh finally some time off...much needed, really...finally going home,might help to get out the mood i have been for a long time.Never been like this though, but offlately everything/everyone seemed to add to the irritation, people whom am very close to aswell ,which is so surprising.

Anyway its time to go home now. Can't wait!!!

For once i want to leave this place and not even look back.

...

YE KAHAAN KI DOSTI HAI KE BANE HAI DOST NASEEH

KOI CHAARASAAZ HOTA,KOI GHAMGUSAAR HOTA.



naseeh=counsellor ; chaarasaaz=healor; ghamgusaar=sympathizer




These beautiful lines are by Mirza Ghalib.

IN NAZARON KO UNKE INTEZAAR MAIN BARSON BEET GAYE,

WOH AAYE BHI TOH ,NAZAR BHAR DEKH PANA MUMKIN NA HUA.

Desire...

The secret to happiness is to admire without desiring ,
Free yourself from desire,it binds you.

Looking >> 2....

I m not the kind of person who longingly waits for a weekend but this time i have a reason to be so excited about ,its Jagjeet Singh's charity concert.Its at the Sirifort Audi on sat at 6:30pm n i hope to see all the ghazal lovers to be there.

:(

This week has been as busy n frustrating and as boring n monotonous as ever , basically its aggravated my homesickness. [ :( ] I m just too irritated to write more ,all this makes me feel really "SICK". As in really SICK.

With work piling on n no intentions of working i can only see my state getting worse. Golti! My saviour! Where are you? V coming back is some respite but i miss you [:(]

at last......

Finally, I get to sleep, to relax.......... Oh GOD! The list is endless. Not that I was tensed or working my ass off but its a psychological thing. It feels great because it means this semester is about to finish which actually means I get to do what I wanted to do, probably. It means I m freeeeeee from "geometry" . But that's the only good part the fact is I m gonna miss my batch a lot. This forced my friend and me to think to the extent of flunking n staying back , a friend or rather friends that mean a lot, much more than I can think of . When you spend time, actually make memories, you tend to cherish the friendship much more . Its a family away from family. Some of my friends have gone back home n I am missing them soooo much. Its gonna be a long weekend without u guys!!!

TERE BARE MAIN JAB MAINE SOCHA NAHI THA....
MAIN TANHA THA PAR ITNA NAHI THA....